Lies can’t protect you, all they do is kick you out
There are no words, gifts were already exchanged
Six inches from you is where I stood,
But the forest has no trees
Passion burned them down
Cause you didn’t put out the rage
I can’t fight or I’ll die
I can’t drown or I’ll live
I can’t be everything you don’t want me to be
But when I’m left to just be,
I’m visible to only me.
The tune is whispered by voice, and carried by guitar. Its simple, its sad and stranded on a isle in my mind. Maybe some day I will be brave enough to share it. Right now, though, I will keep it close for it is my only companion. The only painful reality that I must sling over my shoulders like a dead albatross is that I am a walking song; I’m only loved until the tune is faded by the sounds of a different one.
It has been a tough couple of weeks. Love seems outside my grasp, no matter how brave I am or how deep into the darkness I reach. So, the shadows grew louder, and louder, and louder, to the point that the melody made my nerve endings pulse – like when you have spent 4 hours at a heavy metal concert and you can still feel each beat in your lips and finger tips.On a rare occasion, the shadows carry a few words with the tune. Haunting in nature, the words come in small, angry mobs, directing themselves toward the one I feel is responsible for my pain. This time, the words were abstract and vague. I am angry at no one. I blame no one. It just the pain of keeping to myself, and the throbbing of a void.I heard this in the shadows:
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